Friday, February 29, 2008

63 Questions

1. Song that always makes you sad? …Someday
2. Last thing you bought? …scarf and belt
3. Last person you argued with? …mom
4. Do you put Butter before putting the jelly on? …nah
5. One of your stuffed animals' names as a kid? …’twas a friend’s gift. I called him Rusty.
6. Did you ever own at one time a Nysnc Cd? …nevah! hehehhe
7. Favorite day of the week? …Sunday
8. Favorite Sundae topping?: …chocolate syrup and peanut crunch
9. Did you take Piano lessons? …nah
10. Most frequent song played? …love songs and R&B
11. T.V. show you secretly enjoy? soap operas..hehehe
12. Would you rather play basketball or hockey? …hockey
13. Date someone older or younger? …yep!
14. One place you would wish to travel right now? …Paris
15. Do you use umbrellas? …yep!
16. Do you know all the words to the Canadian national anthem? …none in particular
17. Favorite Cheese? ...all
18. Disturbed or My Chemical Romance? …both
19. Do you prefer Blondes or Brunettes? …brunettes
20. Best job you ever had? …engineer
21. did you go to your high school prom? …won’t dare to miss one!
22. perfect time to wake up? …6 am
23. perfect time to go to bed? …midnight
24. do you use your queen right away in chess? …nah
25. Ever been in a car accident? …bicycle. heheheh
26. closer to mom or dad...or neither? …both
27. what age is this exciting life over for you? …teens
28. what decade during the 20th century would you have chosen to be a teenager? …90's
29. Favorite shoes you have EVER owned? …all
30. Do you have an article of clothing you have had since you were in high school? …none
31. Were you in track and field? …nope
32. Were you ever in a school talent show? …nope
33. Have you ever written in a library book? …I guess
34. Allergic to? …Alaxan pain reliever
35. Favorite fruit? …green mango
36. Have you watched sex and the city? …yep
37. Baseball hat or toque? …baseball
38. Do you shampoo first in the shower or soap? …shampoo first
39. Wet the toothbrush or brush dry with the toothpaste? …wet the brush first
40. Pen or pencil? …pencil
41. Have you ever gambled at a casino? …once
42. Have you thrown up on a plane? …not yet. hehehe
43. Have you thrown up in a car?
44. Have you thrown up at work? …no
45. Do you scream on roller coasters? …oh yes!
46. Who was your first prom date? …never mind
47. Who was your first roommate? …my sister
48. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk for the first time? …vodka
49. What was your first job? …engineering assistant
50. What was your first car? …Do I have one? hehehe
51. When did you go to your first funeral? …dont remember
52. How old were you when you first travelled away from your hometown? hmm..12 I guess.
53. Who was your first grade teacher? …Ms andes…heheheh
54. Where did you go on your first airplane ride? manila
55. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with?: …just me
56. Who was your first Best Friend and are you still friends with them? …Ara. Yep, we remain friends.
57. Where did you live the first time you moved out of your parent's house? …Cebu
58. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? …a friend
59. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmaid or a groomsmen? …can’t remember
60. What is the first thing you do in the morning? …eat my breakfast
61. What was the first concert you attended? …don’t remember
62. First tattoo or piercing? …ear piercing
63. First celebrity crush? …Tom Cruise

people to tag: Ruthie, Laura, Medhy, Sheen, and Vans

Monday, February 25, 2008

Rain, rain go away!

I love it when it starts to rain, especially after the long spell of steamy, hot weather. I just find it irresistible to stare at the grasses that almost instantly turns from a light brown to a soothing pistachio green while the plants would perk up, making the garden a heaven to view. The smell of the rain is delightful and the way it drops off the ground seems like music to my ear.

The rain gives me more time to stay at home enjoy DVD’s and read magazines and books. It also gives me an excuse to curl up in bed a little longer with my soft pillows embracing me. But all these excitements are turning into anxieties because this rain could result to flood. In fact, just few days ago, the entire city of Legazpi had experienced flooding. And because Bicol region has severe case of flood, it’s really sad that every time the rain pours, fear would draw us in...

taken last February 22, 2008

Sunday, February 24, 2008

6 Quirky Things About me

Tagged by">Vans

The rules: Link to the person that tagged you. Post the rules on your blog. Share six un-important things/habits/quirks about your self. Tag 6 random people at the end of your post by linking to their blogs. Let these random people know that they are tagged by leaving comments in their blog.Let your tagger know when your entry is up.

Six Unimportant things/habits/quirks about my self.

1. I always want my top to match the color of my footwear.

2. hate mess.

3. Shower time takes an hour.

4. I love sleeping.

5. loves to wear pajamas at home.

6. Before bed time, I put petroleum jelly on my lips.

6 people to tag:

Shammy, Yhenny, Laura, Medhy, Ruthie, Tala

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

His love...

It was then when I saw him, in the middle of the dance floor. I could never forget those eyes, those beautiful and soulful eyes, making me weak inside. I would give anything for a kiss, just one kiss and I know in my heart everything will be alright.

He was just so perfect, dancing. Then I saw her. He was just staring at her, so oblivious to their surroundings. They look good together. And then I realized my tears were falling down my cheeks. I am crying. I am actually crying because the man of my dreams is dancing with the woman of his dreams. It hurt so bad that I could cry all night but couldn’t blame him, for he doesn’t know me. He doesn’t even know I exist. I love him from a distance because he doesn’t know me. He just doesn’t.

Saturday, February 16, 2008


Love has its own wings to set free, so it will always find the right place where it should be.

To let go is really hard, so I’m leaving you with these lines… I was suppose to write you a letter then but just couldn’t find the right words to say. Glad I came up with these lines. And since you didn’t get the message, I’m posting it this time. I had it titled, Untitled.


The feelings started for no reasons. I just felt it, and even if I wasn’t sure about how you feel, still, I took the risk. I was thinking that the more love I offer you, the more love there could be on offer. But this didn’t work. Maybe, I was trying really just hard to make you love me. The more I tried working on it, the less likely I have gained from your love. And it just didn’t work. I actually don’t know if you did love me. I hope so… And perhaps, you just simply have fallen out of love. It is really never easy to tell someone that you are no longer in love…so you never did! But if only you just told me that you love her more... If only you have said that you needed her most, perhaps there will be no anger and I guess there’ll be less pain. I was more than willing to see you happy with someone else than be with me for anguish.

I know I tried to hurt you… I’m sure you wouldn’t understand why I kept hurting you with those cruel words. I actually never meant to hurt you. But I was hurt, and it takes me a long time to ease the pain. I often cry, hoping that this will try to alleviate the pain. Unfortunately, it does not and will not indeed. The pain that is felt emotionally seems like unbearable. And I know this will take me a long time to trust someone again. But it’s fine; seeing you happy is more important. Certainly, this will help me become a better person. I really wish I could accept it at once… But I just can’t. Apparently, things will exactly be just fine in the end. Soon, I will learn to accept things.

Sad love really seizes the pride and the heart to heal much longer. Yet, it is much better to fall in love than to fall out of love. So I’m leaving you with love… Let me treasure the love we had without regrets. You can do your thing now and so will I. And if by chance we found each other again, and there is love. Then it’s beautiful! I just can’t bear the pain right now… and I must go.

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

hot chick

after the success on covering the famous vogue magazine, cosmopolitan asked me to pose for theirs... (artistahin talaga!) yes, that's me! so if you want to learn more about how i made my abs this tight, you got to know my secret... read more. check out my cosmo issue! hahahaha

the cover

ever experienced being on the magazine cover? i just did! hehehehe
a million thanks to my vogue family. (lol) this is it!
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Boy meets girl.

I was surprised when I received a late birthday present from my good friends,
and Yhenny. I actually hate surprises but this does not stop them from doing so… The gift was wrapped well that it made me eager to open it. To my astonishment, I got this book, “Boy meets girl, say hello to courtship”, written by Joshua Harris. Joshua Harris became famous in his first ever written book, “I kissed dating goodbye”.

Analyzing the title of this book, made me realize something... Am I starting to hate men? Not at all! Why would I do that? In fact, I love the company of my boy friends. Then what are they thinking? You want me to consider dating? You know that I’m dating; I am just not ready yet for a commitment.

Do I still dwell from my past relationship? I don’t know… But he wanted me to wait for him… I guess this is the reason why I can’t see myself with someone else and what happened with us feared me of going through another serious relationship. (Sigh)

But I do appreciate it guys! And it seems that you are right... I really should not dwell on my past… hehehehe Alright, I’ll give it a try then... Maybe reading the lines on each page will make me rethink of romance again. Surely, you’ll be a part of my next romance story. (lol)

Monday, February 11, 2008


How will someone know if he already found the right person?

Before a relationship ends to a perfect marriage, lots of hardships will be experienced first. These are trials that you and your partner should overcome because a relationship is a cycle. At first, there should be love. A woman that is in love always hope for her beau to call, desires for his touch, and like every idiosyncrasies of the man. All these only mean that falling in love with a man wasn’t that hard, it comes natural and spontaneous. It’s called “falling” in love ‘coz it is happening...

Falling in love is really easy. It can be a passive or impulsive experience. But of course, the ecstasy of love will soon fade while being with this same person you have fallen in love with, be it in a marriage or a long-and-serious relationship. This is natural. Slowly, the phone calls become a bother; the touch is no longer passionate; and the idiosyncrasies of the person you once fell in love with, will drive you nuts. These signs vary in every stage of a relationship. But if the partners consider what they have shared for years, then there is greater difference from the first stage of the relationship and during the dull moments in the subsequent stage. So here comes the famous question, “Did I choose the right person?”

As both of you reflect on the condition of the love you once had, you may find yourself yearning for such experience with someone else. When the relationship fails, people tend to blame their partner for their misery and just look to the other side of the relationship only for fulfillment. Infidelity becomes so obvious. But there are also some who prefer being involved with other forms of abusive substances like work, hobbies, friendship, and a lot more. The answer to this dilemma actually does not lie outside the relationship, for it lies within it.

I can’t say that you should not fall for someone else though. Indeed, you can still fall in love with someone. But because this can only make you feel better temporarily, expect that you will also be in the same situation a few years later because THE KEY TO SUCCEEDING IN A RELATIONSHIP IS NOT FINDING THE RIGHT PERSON; IT IS LEARNING TO LOVE THE PERSON YOU FOUND. Sustaining the love is not an inert or spontaneous experience. It will never happen to anyone. Each of us cannot find a LASTING love since every one needs to make it every minute of the day. And that is where the “Labor of Love” begins. It takes time, energy, effort, and WISDOM to make the love lasts. Each is responsible for discerning WHAT TO DO to make the relationship work. You must not do something that will ruin the love, for LOVE IS NOT A MYSTERY. Lots of things can be done with or without your partner just to make this relationship succeed. Same as the physical laws of the universe, a relationship also provides a certain law that will make it stronger. And once this law is applied, its direct cause and effect becomes predictable, from which a LOVE that is built will lasts a life time. So choosing the person you want to spend the rest of your life is your “decision”… not just a feeling. And you must make this decision always right.

Saturday, February 9, 2008

Another "Tagged"

i was tagged again by my friend,Shammy
  1. Name 1 thing you do everyday: take a good shower (lol)
  2. Name 2 things you wish you could learn: learn scuba diving and speak different languages.
  3. Name 3 things that remind you of your childhood: big-orange-teddy bear, bicycle, and chiz curls (junk food)
  4. Name 4 things you love to eat but rarely do:
    none actually 'coz once i crave for food, i'll surely have it...hehehe
  5. Name 5 things that make you feel good: listening to music, visiting my Bestfriend, Jesus, hanging out with my friends, spending time with my family, and going out with my soul mate.
The 5 persons i want to Tagged : Shai, Ngak, Ara....

I was tagged by Shammy

FIVE random things:
5 Things Found in my Bag
1. cellphone
2. wallet
3. rosary beads
4. toothpaste/toothbrush
5. my kikay kit
5 Things Found in my Wallet
1. money
2. Identification cards
3. ATM cards
4. Identification cards
5. pictures
5 Things Found in my Room
1. bed
2. mirror
3. my personal stuffs
4. my fave pillow
5. my kikay collection
5 Things I’ve Always Wanted To Do
1. shop, shop, and shop
2. travel
3. sing
4. play sports
5. swim
5 Things I am Currently Into
1. work
2. blogging
3. cooking
4. reading/writing
5. studying (secret, hehehe)
5 People to Tag:
Shee, Shai, Ngak, Kent, Jet, Ara

Thursday, February 7, 2008

Happy birthday my love…

A surprise birthday gift, a formal dinner with you and your family, and an early wake up call just to greet and sing you the Happy Birthday song, every one is familiar of…how I wish I’ve accomplished all that. Yes, I long for this event. And this is supposed to be a happy day for us. But it just can’t…